A stupid experiment!

I'm sad and angry at the same time... I don't wonder why...

I eat, I eat every day.. I eat too much! And I can't stop it!!!
What ever...

I tried my new MAC make up.. and yeah I like it really!
It's okay, but I have to train more ^^

Yeah and tomorrow I want eat only fruits, a yogurt, soup and I will drink only tea and water, after 4 pm I will stop eating for the rest of the day!

So and for myself...
I'm fat and I hate my body and my face.
I want to become thin, but I'm scary, because I don't know if I can do that!
What ever I want it and I will do my best from now on!!